It's our Arise and Build pledge day tomorrow. In cell group, we were asked to pray for the person next to us and it was a great privilege that LJ was my prayer partner.
He started to prophesy into my life. He first sensed a great struggle in me, a wall that I have not fully brought down. Yes indeed I have been wrestling with myself, I turn away from God when I faced problem. I always have this confidence that I can deal with the problem myself but rarely I present the problems before God.
It's so hard in me, like a metal that's extremely solid to be broken down. It requires more than a tool that is able to thoroughly break the inner core of the"hard rock" inside me. The "hard rock" is referring to the stronghold that is preventing me for allowing God to work in me.
As the prophecy continues, LJ told me that God will continue to break me until the very core of my inner pride and flesh are broken. Suddenly I just felt that God was spoken directly to me like a prodigal son. I have been far from being in the presence of God and God is trying to seek access into my life again. And I never thought it would come this way.
LJ also told me that my ministry will only start after my stronghold and inner core is broken. To allow this process to accelerate, I would have to allow God to intervene into my personal matter. So it's more to God's way now than mine.
God I don't know whether this is real but I will mark your words today. Come and change me as I need your presence to lead me to my destiny and ministry. Sorry for always turning away from you, however I expect a great encounter with you in time to come.
He started to prophesy into my life. He first sensed a great struggle in me, a wall that I have not fully brought down. Yes indeed I have been wrestling with myself, I turn away from God when I faced problem. I always have this confidence that I can deal with the problem myself but rarely I present the problems before God.
It's so hard in me, like a metal that's extremely solid to be broken down. It requires more than a tool that is able to thoroughly break the inner core of the"hard rock" inside me. The "hard rock" is referring to the stronghold that is preventing me for allowing God to work in me.
As the prophecy continues, LJ told me that God will continue to break me until the very core of my inner pride and flesh are broken. Suddenly I just felt that God was spoken directly to me like a prodigal son. I have been far from being in the presence of God and God is trying to seek access into my life again. And I never thought it would come this way.
LJ also told me that my ministry will only start after my stronghold and inner core is broken. To allow this process to accelerate, I would have to allow God to intervene into my personal matter. So it's more to God's way now than mine.
God I don't know whether this is real but I will mark your words today. Come and change me as I need your presence to lead me to my destiny and ministry. Sorry for always turning away from you, however I expect a great encounter with you in time to come.
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